Nightmare

i Thought my nightmare was over, i thought id be able to move on, ive told the police everything i know, so why hasnt the fear gone? i Feel like im headng backwards, slipping down a slippery slope, i cant do this anymore, how high do i have to hang the rope? i Was told id always be in control, but it doesnt feel like its going that way, everything has to be done here and now, im just not strong enough to face day after day.