All Alone

i Feel like im in the middle of a tornado, all alone, not like im tucked up in my bed, safe in my own home. The world im living in right now, has been turned upside down, i feel so utterly out of control, that i soon might drown. i Feel so in the dark, even though it happened to me, and people are passing my feelings by, they just cant seem to see. im Hurting and im fragile, im only small and weak, in the grand scheme of things, i think im going to freak!