Knife Man

He came at me with the knife, and I knew he was there.
He kept walking round and round me, not passing without a stare.
What could I have done, how was I supposed to stop him?
He held onto my shoulders, with what I prayed was just a pin.
Everytime I made a mistake, he would slash my back.
I thought I was a gonner, leaving Worthing in a sack.
All he wanted was a kiss, and to touch me all over.
But I kept fighting back, waiting for it to be over.
He knows me, but I don’t know him...
How could I report it?

The Pain

Im just in so much pain, the tears start falling like the rain.
What is left for me to do, the pains too much and they have no clue.
The pain is sharp and hurts so much, I can’t help that it hurts to touch.
The pain tells a story I don’t want to tell, it takes me to a place that’s just like hell.

Tears

The tears are rolling down her cheeks, where has her strength gone?
She can’t keep going on this uphill fight, so is giving up really wrong?
It could all be over with one easy fall, but is that really fair?
Of course it is you stupid bitch, it’s only for yourself you’ve got to care.
If anyone else gets go you’re sorry, there’s no one else to fight for.
You’ve given your best for 23 painful weeks, you just can’t give anymore.

Get Away

i wish i could just get away
to a place no one else knows
escape to a peaceful place
where no one else goes,
i wish i didnt have the pain
and could hide the endless tears
everything just hurts so much
& will for many more years,
how do i make things better
will the pain ever end
i just cant ask for help
it will be the police they send,
im feeling rather tired now
ive had enough of the daily fight
i cant see the point anymore
so ill make sure its put right.

Trust You

i Was told i could trust you, i was told everything would be okay, i was told that you'd help me, but i so badly regret that day. i Told you what happened, i told you what they did to me, i told you because they wanted me to, im just so disgusted with myself you see. How did i let them do it, how did i let them get away, how did i get it so wrong, why did they have to stop and stay?Why wasnt i brave enough, why wasnt i strong, why couldnt i fight them off, was what they did really that wrong?

Police

Your a figure of authority and a figure of trust, but now you've vanished like flipping dust.
i Trusted you even though i was scared, i mistakenly took you for someone who cared.
You took my dignity and tore it apart, i felt like a cheap and drugged up tart.
i Was the victim but felt bullied and alone, i still feel so low and to self harm im prone.
i Dont care anymore because you dont see to be there, i just want to be show that for victims you care.

Strength

Strength is something i havent got, strong is someone i am not.
im Getting worse im getting weak, my words are silent and i cant speak.
im Trying to fight but thy've knocked me back, in strength and energy i seem to lack.
My face is full of unspoken tears, while my body is full of untold fears.
How can i change and smile once more, on my life i want to close the door.
ive Been told i cant and i have to fight, but can they really see the pain thats in sight?